There's a naked woman, pale white,
slight of frame, rubyred mouth, moaning into the low end
wailing wind until the tones are intertwined. She's
moving with a rolling fluid motion down a nameless Pusan street.
The dogs and cats see her and bolt; an old lady who
believes, thinks she sees here ... faintly, smeared
across the urban landscape; she shudders and mutters, ' d d d
dddang shh shin eun gwee shin i i i imnidaaaaaa ...', and
darts off into an alleyway.
On
the next block, there are two more of the gwee shin, wandering
side by side, holding hands, gravitating towards some unknown
destination like metals to an invisible magnet. This is
happening in other parts of the city; the gwee shin have
manifested en'masse throughout the Pusan, and are slowly
converging on a central point.
It's late July, and the southern end of the Korean Peninsula is
riding the pounding force of an annual monsoon season. A
blanket of filthy rain has been descending on the metro city
of Pusan for solid weeks. The continuous pulsing flow of
traffic through the streets now looks like a hell-bent venice
as the tires cut through ground water. The rats have begun a
mass exodus out of the flooding open sewers in an effort to
survive.
Randy Ontario is watching the vermin's plight from the third
story window of the Yungi-Dong apartment. He's been laid
up since mid-May; rigged into a full-body bracing traction
setup, in the four room apartment's back bedroom, after a
viscous traffic accident on his autobike. He'd broken
damn near everything, and afterward he found himself in an
immoveable position, with his head leaned mercifully towards
the window overlooking the street.
His roommates, and fellow English Teachers, Gus and Wendy
Toronto, Cincinnati Jones and G-bra Somewhere had been
caring for him in his damaged state, earnestly, for the first
few weeks of his ordeal. They'd even worked out a
schedule around their teaching hours, so that there'd always
be someone there to keep an eye on him; and with the revolving
cast of characters who were drawn to the large and socially
magnetic apartment; American GI's from the US Army Base across
the street, freaky circus performers from the Blotto Hotel
show, drifters who who frequently flowed through town,
hip Buddhist monks looking for hash connections, Russian
Hostesses, prostitutes of various nationalities; Randy was never at
a loss when he needed someone to change his bedpan or empty
his pissbottle, or blend up his dinner and serve it with a
straw ... or administer his 2 hour interval high octane pain
pills. There was always somebody there, waiting to give
him his drugs ... for the first few weeks.
But then, somewhere around the beginnings of the rainy season,
possibly when the ennui of storm season began to show it's
face, the pills began to disappear at an accelerated
rate. Someone had discovered that the gel cap-cocktail
of opiate derivatives, heart-rate regulating stimulants and
mind-numbing anti-inflammatory didn't descriminate between the
healthy and the infirm; hospital doctors had granted bottled
parties to all in the form of refillable prescriptions.
In the
first weeks after the discovery, Randy's two hour intervals
held up; and even as the first of the pills began getting
filched by his roommates and their friends, there was still
always someone there to pop the medicine into his mouth. Plus
he had no contact with the prescription bottles, so he never
new the difference. Every couple hours, a different,
blurry, but kind face would appear above him with what he needed to
silence his screaming body. But then the faces began
looking less kind, and more twisted; warm eyes became googly,
and caring smiles became twisted drug addled grins. He
tried to voice the issue, but both sides were to far gone on
the reality altering drugs to make any sense of it.
In
the passing weeks, the quiet, nurturing atmosphere of the
apartment built momentum as a twenty-four hour, seven
day-a-week party. The muffled jazz tones on the
stereo outside in the living room began to warp into droning
acid rock ... and then throbbing electronic oblivion ... then
punk rock mania ... rasta-dub beats to infinity ... big-hair
heavy metal on Saturday nights; occasionally, he'd see a
wild party scene happening down the hall, through the
bedroom's open door; or a random couple would roll around in a
sexual embrace on the floor of his darkened room, moaning,
giggling; he could hear them talking about him, how it was okay to
get down on his floor, because he was on these great pills
too, and because he'd was out of it, and would never notice.
He
began to feel like a child, kept away from the longest adult
party ever; and then the days came more frequently that there
were no blurry faces hovering over his bedside or answering
his barely managed calls, and he began to feel
hungry, the merciful drug buzz was wearing off as he
was missing dosages more often. His mind began to clear,
as the needles of pain began their march up his spine.
All the while, he viewed the continuous outside rain through the
window like it was an artsy movie. A movie about a
robotic city carrying on under at the bottom of the
ocean. In the apartment's main room,
the party raged fearlessly on. What had promised to be
another grey beer and soju drenched rainy season had blurred
into a utopian chemical orgy of sorts; of a magnitude not unlike
other indefinite narcotic roller coasters, where the
participants had generous access to renewable resources; where
on any given night an entrant could mingle with the a cross
section of enthusiastic users, partiers, sexers, speed
gigglers, valium dancers, pleasure fuckers, dilaudid
philosophers, cherry-busted Korean first-time turn-ons,
castaways on the magic joybus ride to happyland.
Gus and Wendy Toronto had been the primadonnas of the party for
the first week and a half; but the intensity had built up to
such a crazy pitch, ultimately wiping out any privacy in the
apartment that Wendy had flipped out on a crying jag, and
Gus'd whisked her away on a long trip to Japan in hopes of
reclaiming their sanity. On the way out the couple'd bid Jason
and G-bra to 'make sure Randy was okay," and then quickly made
their way to the airport.
At
the pharmacy where Jason had been taking the prescription bottles
to be refilled, first once a week, and then with increasing
frequency as more heads started arriving at the Yungi-Dong
apartment, the pharmacist was starting to look askance when
he'd thrust the empty bottles towards him with a lopsided grin
on his face. The pharmacist didn't offer any resistance
as the visits increased from once to twice a week; but after
three weeks, when Jason started showing up every other day, he
started to balk. Then there was the day when he just
plain refused to refill the multiple controlled substances,
and Jason Cincinnati brought in his girlfriend Seo-Min, with
her bloodshot bobbing eyes, to negotiate in Korean. " It
was okay if he didn't want to refill the prescriptions," she
argued, " but if he could only give the bottles back, so they
could fill them somewhere else. Our friend is
suffering!", she managed to say with a straight face, which then
broke into laughter. The Pharmacist began to berate them
as filthy pigs in his native tongue, and refused them the
bottles, as he threatened calls to the authorities.
Seo-Min's giggle died, as the gravity of their situation began
to dawn on her codeine laden mind. She grabbed Jason's arm,
and rushed him out, begging him to stop as he began knocking
the condom and toothbrush racks from the pharmacy counter with
the anger of a junkie who realizes he's been cut off.
That night, as
the battle worn Pharmacist locked up his shop and hopped on
his scooter to drive home, he whisked past four separate wailing
gwee shin; all pale white naked female souls, all wailing with
the spectral pain of victim's debts long past due; but he
didn't catch their vaporous shapes passing through the hot
rain for even a second; his illusions shielded him like
a protected child; as far as he knew, he lived in an ordered
universe; a world governed properly by the laws of physics and
society; where genomes, periodic charts and quadratic
equations compose the fabric of his time and space.
Due to her heavy
pharmaceutical intoxication, Seo-Min's illusions didn't hold
up as she began to see the passing gwee shin as they
walked along the sidewalks of Pusan. Her first sighting
was two blocks down from the pharmacy she and Jason had just
fled. It was nearly 9 pm as they traversed the flooding
rain swept street side in rubber boots and under an
umbrella. Jason was rambling on angrily about how they had to
try and pay the pharmacist to give them the prescription
bottles back, when her grip on his arm constricted in an
instant, to nail points of piercing pressure, through his
raincoat, his shirt, and into his arm. As she'd casually
glanced at the faces of passer's by under their umbrellas, she's
noticed the first figure as a person without an umbrella,
which then revealed itself to be a shimmering dull apparition
of colorless female nudity. The Korean cultural mythology
she'd absorbed throughout her life in Pusan began to race
through her consciousness. 'Gwee Shin!", were the first words to
fall from her trembling lips as the oblivious figure
passed. Her shocking dig into Jason's arms brought him
to a startled halt as she collapsed into his arms, causing him
to drop their umbrella to the ground. Panicked, he dragged
her spasmodic body out of the rain and into the stairwell
mezzanine of a nearby building containing a coffee shop, PC
room and a beer mart.
Flash
ahead two weeks. Randy Ontario is still in traction; the pain
of his massive internal injuries has returned with bone
crushing a clarity. It's been three days since anybody
fed him or removed his body wastes. It's been four days
since anyone bothered to give him any of the remaining pain
medications. He can feel that he's begun to develop bed sores,
and he's figured out the scenario concerning the
misappropriation of his pills, he's beginning to believe that
his desperate cries for medication and his nutritional and
hygienic attention have forced his now drugged out caretakers
to flee the apartment out of guilt and general feelings of
disparity over his increasingly miserable situation. It's as
Randy Ontario grits his teeth in a surge of throbbing pain
that he spot's his first gwee shin, passing by on the sidewalk
across the street. The sight of a naked ghost of a woman
floating down the other side of the rain swept sidewalk brings
a moment of forgetfulness to his intense pain, as he begins to
figure that he's on the verge of dying; he thinks he's seeing
the onset of a spirit world that he never before believed
in. He hears the miserable cacophonous cry and matches
it with the figure; and squeezes his eyes closed as the pain
returns and he prepares to pass to the other side; the one that
seems to be unfurling on the road below.
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